When I look at your pale face,
I feel like I never loved,
Before you it was just loneliness
And when I let you touch my skin,
I feel like I never felt,
Before you I was just loneliness.
No, this time I'll cry at night,
I cannot let you come with me for all of my time,
No, this time I'll let you die,
'Cause what you are is what I love
And what I hate, 'cause I can't take.
I don't wanna let you die, but I cannot see you cry,
'Cause I will kill what made me breathe again,
You're like the only thing I want
And I cannot take it all,
'Cause what I see is going to disappear.
I'm going to damn myself more than I already am...