I just can't stand way I see
and the way I believe
and no, I don't even wanna understand the deal
How it looks at me damn I just hate it for real
I just can't go now I'm breaking down on my knees
My self esteem broke and my self ID
I look in the mirror, is that guy me that I see?
is it a dream?, Maybe its reality?
I just gotta get it out now Set me free
Why did you have to be like that?
Its like another brother In me I see like that
but Why? did I have to be like this
just set me free from this insomnia
Why do I have to see it like that?
I just can't understand what I see in this black
but Why did I have to dream like this? I just can't go on
the way you look at me like that
making me paranoia
the way I'm dreaming makes me cut
the way I hurt myself again
its the way I comprehend
I just can't go on and pretend
I make the same mistakes
and take what I got and fake
of the pain to close the gate
to be alone
Not to see the clone
Trying to figure this shit out as I groan and moan
Is that me inside that I see in the mirror?
Becomes clearer, coming to this way and nearer
going back to zero
so I'm trapped in middle
Way I turn my back again I just moan on the pillow
Its the way that I just can't rest
its the way that I just cant control my mind
Its the way that I dream of a life I don't know why
Never thought I'd go back to zero
Never thought I'd be trapped in the middle
of the dream and
of this insomnia