Have you ever wondered what its like to be in love?
Like, real love, not the kind where you push and shove
each other to the edge in a constant state of regret
When the best part of your day is the fucking loaded gun to your head
Well guess what? There's no love. Never will be and I'm fucked.
Everything I have ever wanted is a pipe dream and I'm out of luck.
Like, "Oops you're out of time. Your girl? Last night she was mine. I had her from behind while I was fucking her from the backside, I dont want her anyway."
Everything she says is always just a filthy lie
Built on the foundation of her tattooed skin and fuck me eyes
Never have I ever seen someone so dead inside
One thing I learned from her is love is a lie.
I rip my heart out and give in to the silence
There's something wicked in her eyes and I despise it
I hate this life because I'm so alone
There's nothing in this world that can save me so just leave me alone
Sometimes at night when I'd dream, I'd dream of her
Her eyes are like the ocean, drowning you into forever
But forever isn't ever, it's pretty much just never
and when you're broken down you'll think "Damn, she is clever."
Because the way she tears your heart out like your love doesn't mean shit to her and you're dead to her and when the hate occurs your pretty much just a regular pile of shit to her.
Just another soul to burn.
Everything that you thought was real is just another game to her
Now I know the way all the fucking games are played
Laying on your back, you whore, nothing will be the same
Every time I close my eyes I will be the one to put you underground so that you'll never see the sun